I wanna hear!

was I too much?
is that not what I can see from you?
is that not what you are?
have you not?

apologize,
if ever I am being too much,
but isn't it?
really hope to hear out, listen,
if you don't think so,
please comment,
if possible,
I would like to.
discuss, may be?

a new time?

who had no story to tell?
whose story is too lousy to be mentioned?
surely our Creator had given
a life, a year, of difference,
why the same?
a milestone.

all the wonders, all the miracles, not just deeds, signs.
signifying something, for a reason,
surely.
either publicly announced, secretly felt,
surely the Lord had done it for a reason,
I'm sure all this are not just to help us, not just me.
but we may know.

our God, is not one who saved n later demand payment,
for what He gave,
He gave by grace.n He saved, n constantly,
being among us, helping us.

people, people,
who is your god?
why is ur god so small in your eyes?
smaller than ur life,
smaller than this world,
smaller than ur wealth?
why is it?
have not your god made the heavens?
have not your god made the laws of nature?
is your in time?
or above time?
made or make?
why have you turned away?

O, Abba, my Dad,
why have the people searched all day long,
like a wandering folk on the plains of the earth,
after what they know not.
yet know not how much You cared for their very next moment?
why have you people not know, your very next second is by grace!!
how much blessed is the creatures of the sky,
how much blessed is the sreatures that live in the trees,
day and night they live, every creation,
speaks of God's glory,
yet why you people?

what is that?
you yourselve call that earth is gonna turn to nothing,
soon,
all you people, saying there's an end sometime, somewhere, coming soon,
yet you know not what Christmas means!
millions.
following what you know not,
knowing not your purpose on earth?
your Creator had made you special,
yet you deny, and claimed your ancestors are but beast!
oh, creatures of the most intelligent.
foolish!!
not only by words, while the many don't believed,
you showed you are but beast through your lives!
o dear,
why have you take up the stone, knock your head,
and then say,
it's God's fault?

are you just going to breathe and breathe,
and then say,
there it goes,
another year?

you say there's no hope,
but when we tell you, show you,
you don't want to have it.
is that your proof of saying,
you human are independant?
or is that just merely showing,
you are hopeless?

oh dear.